Tonight

I can't fall in sleep
My brain is thinking too much that I miss ... before

把话说清了 突然有种说不出的感觉
说真的 有点舍不得
但不适合勉强在一起也没有用
我也不想那么笨下去一直单方面的喜欢

放弃 其实早就放弃了
但不知什么时候 又突然见到突然联络回
那张感觉又涌上来了

我喜欢你 我主动 却觉得自己有时好不要脸
不知道自己为什么会那么笨
可能是放下了那四年的感情 真正的喜欢上一个人吧~

但是谢谢你 至少有那么一个小时有喜欢过我
因为我没想过你会喜欢上我 就算那么一分钟
我觉得 我自己一直都在被玩
原来有那么一个小时不是~

我也第一次知道 自己做的事会让人家感动
以前被宠习惯了 从来不会做酱的事
你应该感到荣幸 你是第一个我会为你做这种事的人 XD

但那次 我陪你刺青完后
突然觉得我是多余的! 是玩具! 是费的!

我以为我们可以多话说 聊天
但没有 顿时觉得自己很笨 不知道为什么会过来陪你
真的是笨到透底

你说过的话也没有一次做到
失望 说没有是骗人的

也没有想过我们2个会坐下来说这些事
心是很怕 很紧张的说

说简单点 我就只是个典型的口是心非女~
你说过的那100%令到我很想吐
是 我就是那么笨
就因为这句才会想跟你表白
结果得到的就一句"不适合"


但是不管怎样 我承认我是真的有喜欢过你啦
只是太不适合 根本就是不同类型的人 不能在一起
我不喜欢给不到我安全感的人

现在 顺其自然吧~
我珍惜我眼前对我好的人 :)

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Feeling not well today
Hangover !!

Last night insomnia , headache and stomachache
cant sleep well damn it !

But I still need to work at night :(

Well , tomorrow I will go to Hatyai
1 day trip with my sister and her boss

Hope I can recover as fast as possible

Finally my 屋塔房王世子 was watched finish
What a awesome drama !!

It's really funny , touch and sad
I drop my tears while watching this movie

Happy ending in the end ~ nice what !!
三百年后 我还是一样爱你
argghhhh ! touch :'(

Now I'm watching 仁显王后的男人
I know all of you are watched finish
I have no time to watch so now just start

Many people give a good comment of this drama
I think it's nice also

Super Junior are coming back !
Return of the King !
拭目以待吧!!
 # Sexy Free and Single 

Universal Studio @ Singapore

Talk about my Singapore trip

Went to Universal Studio with my family and relative
So, let see the photo :D

Hello Im the Queen :P

With cutie Betty

Sherk

Transformer 4D ! It's awesome !!
U must try it if you go there

Im playing this 2 times and my younger sister and brother are playing 4 times
You will regret if u don't try ~ really !!

This thing are so yeng 0.0


















A missing girl in front the transformer
She was crying loud when we saw her ~
What a pity and cute girl ~

So my dad hug her and wait her family come to find her
My dad sayang she and she really no cry anymore
By the way , this girl are really cute !!

Luckily her family find her back
If not I want take her home XD

I'm shorty /.\

Dinosaur fossils ~ Woww

Going Far Far Away Castle ~

















The Castle :D

Mirror mirror on the wall  ~

Onion car of Princess Fiona ~

The castle behind me ~
What a nice castle !

Funny Charlie ~
he imitate same as the real Charlie ~ Really funny !!



Emmm..
I had a bad news

Although I have no upload all photo here because I'm lazy
But the next day I back here , my sis phone was spoil !!
So all of the photo are missing !
Really unlucky !! 衰!!

My family photo at Universal , at Johor , at Singapore
all all all are missing ! Totally sad :(

Issshhhh
I want all of the photo lah T___T

What hair style should I?

I totally need a hair cut
My hair is getting longer and longer
Damn ugly !

No shape and a shit flat hair :(
Just like this !

I should dye my hair colour too ..


So.. what hair style suit me ?
Im so confusing ~
Give me some suggestion please ~

This , this , this or this ?

I wanna have a hair style like this
But u know what .. my flat hair ..
arghhh !! I hate my flat hair !!

Conclusion - I still don't know what hair style should I cut

It's June Now !

Hello I'm back !
Do you miss me?

Today just reached Penang
#HomeSweetHome

My Ah Bii is change
His sound different and his fur are longer
Anyway ~ When i'm JB , I miss my Ah Bii so so much !

I will update my travel when I free
Gotta sleep now,
good night and sweet dream :)

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It's 4.03am
I'm just reach home and not yet sleep

Preparing my luggage and keeping my stuff
Tomorrow is the trip

Kl-Johor-Singapore
Have a nice trip to me
And visit my relative at there :)

I want to say
Glad to know all the Librarian !!
Treat me nice and always take care of me
love u all~~~ =3=

Today is also the last day I work with Eric and Ray
They will back on Saturday but I have my trip 9 days long
I will miss u guys :(
Hope we can meet again ...

Good night peeps
Will update my blog when I'm back !
stay tuned :D

Kelly's Birthday Celebration

First,
Wish my dear sista Kelly Happy Birthday!!

Wish you happy always and hope u can find a nice guy :)

Sunday is my off day
That day celebrated Kelly's birthday at RedBox Gurney plaza

Well, Let's see our photo

 

















I look tall in this photo ：D

Outfits of that day
Opps~ I lost my pants? 0.0

Dear sista

Girls ~
Two pair of twins ^^


Off day also back home at 3am
damn tired and sleepy

你的话我可以当真吗

我感觉不到你的真心

为什么要等我放弃了 又再回来

为什么我有那种感觉我被玩了?

可你又说不是?

要怪就怪自己 有本事喜欢上别人 没本事让人家喜欢上你。

Librarian Life

Long time didn't update my blog
miss here so much

May totally is a busy month for me
Keep working and sleeping
I miss my friend so much.. when can we hang out again? :'(

By the way,
I enjoying my life
I never let the bull shit stress my life :D

Glad to know all the librarians
kind friendly and nice
It's happy working with u all ^^

I just hate the manager !
Always talking and near to me
WTF ! He "bok mong" me !
Finally the boss fire he!!
hahaha.. just work few days than get fire
what a suck person!

The library without him all the staff are so happy XD

My working place at night
The Library

The new outlets at Butterworth

finish working and take our supper at Mcd
Everyday supper at different place.. I will become fat soon

Saturday , celebrate Eric birthday after work

Happy Birthday Eric!
After u back KL i will miss u XD
舍不得啦 :(

That day 6am just reached home
damn tired 

Me and Ah piak
Im eating the birthday cake

Im look nice in this photo I think XD

















Librarians hwatting !

Busy May

Imma really busy this month
Keep working and working

Now,
I'm working 2 part time job

Monday will start my busy life
No more hang out ~ No more online~

Yesterday went to training
pressure :(

But why .. why just me 1 girl?
OMG ~ so that all the boy keep looked at me
Really uneasy ..

After all staff introduced ,
we must understand and learn what menu have
than hafal hafal hafal ...

Later go to there for training again
Today is taste the food and beer

I'm vegetarian so cant taste it :x
But I'm gonna drink the beer ~ XD


I think I can do the best !
I can do this !
Cheer Esther ! I can handle all of it !

Keep working and keep money !



Today is Mother's Day
I cant celebrate with her, I will delay and let her celebrate with father when father's day..
But Mother I Love You

Seriously,

I miss YOU

Dark Shadows

Watched this movie yesterday
It's a awesome movie !

I like Vampire
I like Johnny Deep
So that's why I like Dark Shadows

Johnny Deep is my favourite male star
I like his humorous , funny style and his acting skills

Barnabas Collins , what a nice name
I like this name so much !!
This is the name of Johnny in this movie


This movie are nice although they talking and talking non-stop
You should go and watch this movie
I recommend this :D

Finally,

I bought Samsung Galaxy Note 

Boyfriend

If I was your boyfriend

I never let you go

Would YOU be my boyfriend? :-*

*I love this song much

First time post English song on my Facebook

It's a miracle !

Motorbike Road Show

Worked at Penang Queensbay Mall 3 days for Suzuki motorbike road show

Thanks my mom and my "family"
They do many things for me , very very grateful :)

Thanks my mom woke up early in the morning help me make up and fetch me go to Penang
Thanks my "family" treat me for dinner , fetch me and Starbucks :D

1st day

Boss say want wear like OL
fuck that i never have skirt and white T-shirt

I'm no used to wear skirt
Shit ! I hate it !
It's really inconvenient and uncomfortable

I'm always pull my skirt because it's to short
Oh God ! My image was spoiled ...


And 2nd day I over night at Penang's friend house
No need woke up so early but no people know to make up
So that i didn't make up at 3rd day

Looks natural and beautiful XD
and I'm more confidence and comfortable because that day i wear Jeans!
woohoooo!! I like it =P

Hello Kitty scooter
来的时候跟我想象中的不一样 -.-


My boss is a very nice person
He's Kpop fans too!!

Everyday went to work I saw the girl generation's plastic bag
I hate it ! I wanna tear it !! isshhhhh..
But it's my boss take from Korea .. I cant do that =..=

My boss give me the salary envelop are nice
He write a card for me and write  "Super Junior万岁"
hhahahaha ~ He's really a nice and cute guy

And he thanks for everything ~
But we are work for u and get your salary
Actually you are no need thanks for us :))

He also give us Super Junior note from Korea!!
I love it much!! Thx a lot!!

Blessing you nice boss!

I still want work for you next time :D

May of 4

Today is your Birthday
Happy Birthday to you my dear bro..

I hope that I can face u and say Happy Birthday to you

How are you in heaven?
I miss u always and never forget you

But I'm feel sorry
Because that I forget today is your birthday :'(

Memory with you are really unforgettable
If you are here I will cherish u more

By the way..
I love you , miss u and sayang you
my dear bro..

I miss u so ...